been awhile...things changed.

Yes, it's been awhile I updated my blog. I've been so stressed with life and it's challenges. I've been on a constant battle with my feelings and reality. Sometimes I really wonder what I want from my life. Why am I always feeling like I'm losing myself slowly. Why am always on a battle to make myself happy? What I haven't done to make me happy? I am tired of trying to find myself. I miss having my family around. They always managed to keep me going without realizing it. It's tough that when things go wrong, I don't have them to turn to. I guess this is all part of growing up right? I guess I'll be okay.

:'D

You have to get hurt. That’s how you learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile, those are the people who have fought the toughest battles. Because they’ve decided that they’re not going to let anything hold them down, they’re showing the world whose boss.

Random :)

I can't sleep and its 4.37am. I will post random pictures, please don't judge :) xoxo!

A

A

I thought I had no love in my heart for anyone. I thought my feelings were all gone and I'm just some heartless girl. I thought wrong. A changed it all. He made me feel like there's always a little space for love. He might not now how I feel for him. I feel like I rush a little too much on my past relationship, so I rather just let things go on its own flow for now. I want to keep things safe between him and I. Better be safe than sorry right? :) A.. hmm what can I say about him? He's not my type at all, but right now he's what I want. His personality makes me so alive and ecstatic. He remembers the littlest things about me. :) I hope he's a keeper and that maybe someday we can happen <3 xoxo

finals.

It's been awhile since I wrote. Been extremely busy with my finals. 

Statistics deff killed me, thank god Finance was alright.

First semester of University life and I'm already stressed. GREAT!

I know I can do this, will just take time :)

11 days till New York City! <3