Yes, it's been awhile I updated my blog. I've been so stressed with life and it's challenges. I've been on a constant battle with my feelings and reality. Sometimes I really wonder what I want from my life. Why am I always feeling like I'm losing myself slowly. Why am always on a battle to make myself happy? What I haven't done to make me happy? I am tired of trying to find myself. I miss having my family around. They always managed to keep me going without realizing it. It's tough that when things go wrong, I don't have them to turn to. I guess this is all part of growing up right? I guess I'll be okay.
